I understand your first glimpse on this page may come as a surprise. But stay a bit and look around.
I'm a Christian and I strive to focus on where Jesus plants my feet in this journey called life. I've spent many years in sadness and isolation (although I was seen as the social extrovert), and thankfully realized I wasn't going to find freedom from my pain or clarity for my confusion by my own doings.
Instead, I look to our Divine Creator and found (and still finding) answers. All of us, no matter what we've done or struggle with, are offered grace and forgiveness. Only until I really grasped this truth did I find true freedom. As I continue to expand in my faith I've realized there is a deeper purpose for my life (not to live out my self-focused desires). Now I strive to help others who might not know God, their purpose in life, or by being a safe person to talk to.
I've made many mistakes and continue to do so, but I have a Savior who's been there, understands every little thing and draws me to Him in any instant, for healing.